goodbye

dad's cousin, hence my uncle passed away this morning (innalillahi wa innailahi raji'un)
he's had a history of a heart condition
hurmm..u know..he's jsut a few years younger than me
he's had an operation which was supposed to cure the problem....and he's till then still recuperating
guess all those just weren't enough


i've to admit...
i have trouble accepting death
it bothers me when i hear someone i know has passed away
how are we supposed to feel?
sad? or happy that God has decided to take back that person?


i still get bad dreams (not nightmares...just bad dreams) everytime i hear of a death to people i know
hurmmm....any cure?










note: went to the clinic last friday for my shivering spells..the doctor said i had some sorta viral infection (not H1N1) and he gave me antibiotics
now my urine smell like antibiotics eewwww~