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i used to like to write
i used to keep my own diaries,
which i normally update daily only during the first few mths of the year
then i get bored
coz nothin much ever happens in my life
or maybe i was just too ignorant of the happenings around me
but most probably because i just couldnt care less

i wish there'd be a moment in time when
my eyes will be open again to the beauties around me
my eyes will hear the sweet melody of musical harmony
and my heart will once again dance to the beat of serenity

i long for a friend
whose shoulder i can lean on should i need a rest when i'm tired
whose hands i can take should i need a lead when i'm lost
whose heart i can put next to mine should i ever feel lonely
whose eyes i can trust to see what bad i have done or am doing so that i may be better
whose ears i can borrow to hear my deepest sorrow

gosh...i miss him